sya~lalalala

2011-06-28T23:06:00.004+08:00

Everytime I cry , the look on your gentle face and your arms around me , telling me its okay would always calm me but now You change . Everytime I cry , you ignore me . You would look at the floor or even worse close your ears . It hurts so much to see things changed. Is my cries bored you ? I'm sorry sir but these eyes is crying for you . You will keep telling me to stop crying but how sir if you're there just sitting and not comforting me ? Why do you changed ? Why ? :'(

Even thou we've been together for 2 years . There are certain things that I'm always shy around you . You don't understand why and I can't explain it either . Its like my love towards you when we were newly together hadn't change a bit and the butterflies in my tummy is always there when I'm with you . People would think why the fuck would you be shy around your boyfriend whose been with you for 2 years ? Seriously because I love him deeply . And idk why I'm so shy with my boyfriend still . I want to change . Sigh.

2011-06-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Its true how people said it . You're all lovey dovey in the first few months and then the
Longer its gets he doesn't care . He doesn't treat you like how he used to . I feel much lonely now .
Things doesn't feel the same anymore . I'm in verge on giving up. What's the point keeping it longer and suffer ?
I'm feeling lazier about us every single day . Because you made me to .
I adore how couples still remains the same like how they just fell in love until now even they
Are together more than 2 years or so . I adore how their boyfriends post things on facebook saying how much they love their girlfriend and how they enjoy the day spent with them .

2010-06-01T13:22:00.005+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Boyfriend . may allah bless you always .

went out with boyfie , treated him movie and lunch. , met bf's bro and sis and friend , and we had dinner at pizzahut . bf didnt know that we planned this , i gave bf his b'day present the day earlier on , hee , glad he liked those present , and i gave him his birthday cookie , happy to see the surprise look on his face .
heheheh . sorry guys not a long and mmore detail post , just wanna make it short and simple . toodles humans . peace .

boyfriend was mega shy when the pizzahut started to play a birthday song for him and his cake arrived . hehe .

awww . he's making a wish . hee .

2010-05-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

YOUR TRUTH MAY HURT ME
BUT YOUR FUCKING LIES KILLS ME ALOT .

dude , you know i dont like it , then why must you still do it when you knew ?
if i didnt know myself , you wouldnt tell me , kan ? .
it damn hurts to know the lies then the truth .
you really damn fuckkkkkk disappoint me alot .
this didnt happen once .
i really lost my hope on you .

2010-05-25T13:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday i was having my off, i decided to catch a movie, i was feeling in the movie mode . meet up boifey at arnd 5+ and headed to TM , we checked out what movie was available and what we havent catch yet , i was choosing between iron man and ip man , after deciding , finally i choose ip man , since everybody kept saying it was great . meanwhile we got like 1 hr before our movie started , we went to cotton on and i bought 3 clothes from there, after that we headed to macdonalds , ate , smoke , chat . we catch the movie at 9pm and ended at 11 , guess what , it was awesome , i didnt regret choosing that movie , it was nice , oh well , fantastic . worth my moneh :)
we took cab and headed home . well spent time on off day .

2010-05-24T14:39:00.003+08:00

yesterdaY went shisha with colleagues , had loads of awesome fun , we ate alot . yummmy . after shisha-ing , went off at 10 i think , and headed to cthall and chill , some of our friends headed seperated ways , we talked laughed and more talking and laughed . hehehe . we went off going to 1 and took cab home . well , let the pictures talk now :)

2010-05-17T15:01:00.003+08:00

thanks sweetheart for taking good care of me .

i've been feeling sick for the past 3 days, went to work but then was told to take mc, so i went polyclinic, but the medicine they gave me wasnt affective . :(
On saturday i was working morning , boyfriend ask me out to catch movie, i was feeling alright in the morning , but when afternoon came , gosh i was feeling damn sick , my knees turns wobbly, our whole journey to tamp , i was weak , when we reached tamp , i was shivering , i was thinking how can i survive in the cinemas , when im olready shivering outside the mall, its cold , then bf wanted to get me a sweater so i could cover myself up , plus i dont want to cancel our movie plan . i feel so bad .
we search for a sweater so i could wear it to work also . got a sweater went to catch our movie . thanks sweetheart , thanks so much . i appreciated it alot .

and yesterday , goshh i thought i was alright but i still feel sick at work, all i want to do is to go back but it would feel wasted to go back and not complete my work hours. i just have to endure it . i was telling bf i wasnt feeling good , and i wanted to see him cos he wanted to see me too , but he finish work at 7.30, where as me at 5 , i told him i'll just go back first , sleep and wait , while working i was stealing time, resting in the fitting room and in the toilet, i couldnt walk much , my body hurts . luckily my flr leader n manager understands me and told not work to hard , when it was time to go back i was feeling light , well abit , i received a text message from bf , he said " bby, god bless me seh , im going off . i'll fetch you ok ? i'll wait at belankang , yang toilet nyer smoking corner . love you . muacks. " i was smiling when i read that, we went back together , i was feeling sick all over again , we grab something to munch , it started to rain , all i wanted to do is sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep , after we ate , i just couldnt take it anymore , i wanted to see doctor, i told bf i want to see doctor now, he told me to eat the medicine from poly, but i dont want , it doesnt help , we waited for the doctor for 1 freaking hour . sigh , somemore got 2 irritating spoiled brats in clinic , fucking noisy, when its my turn im glad , got my meddy and went home showered and sleep , spent alot mostly on medicine. :(

to boyfriend , thanks so much for everything . im so sorry .

2010-05-11T00:46:00.003+08:00

nvrm nobody reads my blog, cos i didnt update, padan muke aku . haha.
ok today im on my off, so i ask my sis to accompany me to buy something for someone, we went off to lucky plaza to far east then to cityhall, i got what i wanted, and we ate at mosala, some indian restaurant, we were really hungry, like hungry hippo . after that we went straight home, maklum la, kakak tengah mengadung, tkleh kasi die berjalan lama-lama, mak pon dah pesan, " ah kat luar tu, jage kakak kau tu baik, dia berbadan dua tu" , i know la mommy, haiyoo, and i always walk so fast , and tend to leave her behind, i know , so bad sia , so when im out with my sis i try to walk slowly, hehe . after we reached home, i ask mommy the stuffs i bought, whether its nice or not, she said nice, ok la tu, tapi risau nnti dia tak suka ape aku beli untuk dia :(
i kept the things, and met boifey! hehehe i misss you soo much hanafeee. heee. muahhs !!
tomorrow work, so lazy , started to hate morning , idk why , guess like 3 mornings this week like too much , hahaa, lazy to wake up early, ahh , biler takder morning banyak complain eehh, ader morning 3 morning nk complain jugak eh ? dapat sat and sun morning pulak tu . aduuh, syaaa you should stop complaining . ok lah , i wana sleep , i want to keep updating my blog, but work kinda stop me from updating, too tired. chiodos !

2010-04-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

now im lying on my sister bed, she's in my room, dont know what the hell she's doing in there, she said she's bored and decided to play with eyeshadows-.-
momma came over today, weeeeeeeee ! i didnt join my babies today, they wanna watch kiss ass but i said never mind i'll join next time cause mommy's over here, and i dont want to leave the house. :) mom left at 7+, and dad is still not at home yet. gahh im so bored right now, been watching funny videos at youtube. bf and i are not doing so well this days, but im sure we are always good together, i believe this so.

2010-04-19T03:19:00.002+08:00

hello my babies ! ok i know noone is ever gonna read my blog, its berlapok olready ! tsk3! i wanna announce that im a fulltime now, yes work work work, i can't enjoy much :'( but its ok, at least i dont rot at home, im earning a living. hee ! ok now is 3:25AM, and im not asleep, cos why? IM HUNGRY, veryvery hungry, someone please bring me fooood? :( i cant sleep with a empty tummmehh. gah. i miss mummy, when are you coming over?? please come everyday :D

and to someone who i truly love : dude you gotta give me space man, when i work, i work, its not like i fool around, i can't be texting you 24/7, i got break time, but its with my girls, i need time to eat and chill with friends, its not that i forget you, but its my social life , everyday, after work i always see you, only if im working afternoon shifts, but you know, we always see each other, we live 2 blocks away, i know you miss me, i miss you too, but space honey, thats all i need between work and love, and please whoever i wanna talk to and chill, you have no rights to talk big with my friends. ( fuck im super hungry now ) ps : i love you.

2010-01-26T13:06:00.004+08:00

hey blogeeee, sorry for abandoning you for a very long time, there's alot of things i wanna post but i'll just post whatever i remember alright, last week i didnt go to work on sunday as i was tired working on saturday, it was a hell nightmare, the shop was like chaos, well at least that's what i thought. now i got off for 3 days straight, mon, tues, wed, and back to work on thurs till sun. fair enough. so on sunday, i went shop with boifey to get my outfit for my graduation day, brought everything, kinda happy, after that we ate at kfc, then headed home.

today is daddy's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY , tomorrow we are having dinner together, can't wait. ^_^, haven't got anything yet for him,sighh.

for today's plans, aint got any, but i wanna get a book. hurmms... dont know what book, i bought a ghost book last 2 weeks, now idk what to read ofr this time, but im definitely missing reading a book.:(

oh yes and i love going out alone, well once in awhile, its somehow really peaceful to walk alone, i like shopping alone, but boyfie always wouldn't allow me, thanks for always wanted to accompany me and all ur opinions that i ever needed.
im not emo or what, i just love being in my own pace.

2010-01-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

2009-12-28T13:50:00.001+08:00

yay. finally i got my Gucci perfume, hehehe.

anyways i heard fate stop by at 313, kiki saw her, dang i miss her, i was stucked in the fitting room that why she couldnt see me. :( i hate to be in the fitting room thou it was much easier than being at floor and runner.

2009-12-16T00:59:00.001+08:00

working is never easy, its damn tiring, working at FOREVER 21 is sooo TIRING. big stall, gah, but its ok, just have to bare with it.

2009-12-07T12:36:00.002+08:00

i miss bloggin so much. been a month or more i hadnt been blogging. niways grad fashion show was awesome, im super duper happy that its finally over, i can rest my ass off. now im at grandma's place, its nice to be here, grandma always asked whether i ate already or not, she cares so much, like when my sis havent came bck from work and its like 12+ in the morning, she'll wait till she get back home safely. plus she always wanted us to bring food along wherever we go so we dont get hungry , haha, but i told her its ok, i can eat outside. hehe. the amosphere here is great, its soo lively and bright, unlike my old plce, its so dull and quiet. oh ya it reminds me when i was a kid here, with my siblings and cousins all sleep over at granny's plce, we would go downstairs to the playground, and play like all those brats. haha. brings back old memories.

im finding job right now. well i wanna work. dont wanna rot at home. havent went through the papers yet, probably tomorrow or something.

i was bathing just now, when suddenly i thought of my colleague offering me a job at the salon, which i have been avoiding lately, well i was thinking maybe i should give a call or something, if im desperate lah, ( but i seriously dont want to work as that anymore, im tired of it), anyways what creep me out after less then 5 seconds of having that thought, my colleague called, i was freaked out, plus i couldnt answer it, my credit was low, and dont ask why i have my cellphone in the toilet, haha, habit, lol. ok thats not the point, i was thinking Allah has given me something, showing me something i was being offered, a job obviously, i dont have to keep searching in the papers, but what i want to do is, yes, go search jobs in the papers, haunt for jobs, go for interview, i wanna give it a try, wait till im so desperate then i will give a call to my friend.

2009-11-12T20:19:00.008+08:00

i just can't get this off my chest, yes I've been missing you, and yeah you told me the same thing, but all i received anger from you all the time, i wonder why, you said you are expressing your feelings that you miss me, but anger? OK let me say that's just bullshit. yes i am a very moody person, it comes suddenly when i think of unhappy things, i didn't mean or wanted it to effect us but you are the one always blaming me for this, you told me I've changed? as in? and what promise did i ever fucking made to you? and i didn't give you care & sweet messages? hello. im busy too with school and so are you with work. so let there been some space for us to work on our own things. i just don't understand why you always blame me for everything, why am i always wrong. why??? and sometimes i feel you don't care, this few days sucks a lot. you and me. it just sucks.

2009-11-01T21:29:00.005+08:00

hello sunshines.
i miss blogging . some people have move on to "onsugar" but im sticking to this one till whenever. im finally done with my creative project, i'll upload some pictures to show you guys, i've got SBM project, need to sell things in school. probably selling brownies. yummeh. i've got my graduation hairshow coming up on the 25 nov, i need to find a prefect clothing for my model, still searching for the best one. and im totally free after that date. i cant wait!

dad finally decided to buy a house at bedok. sorry to say i actually disagreed living down there. so many kids hanging out there. i really dont like it, honestly. but no choice. for the meantime, by 30 nov we need to move out, so right after hari raya haji, me and my sisters are moving in to live with grandma till the owner at bedok move out which will be jan or feb, staying with grandma means NO coming back home late, NO tonning. its ok. im fine with it actually cos its grandma, i dont want her to go worry if i come back late, while staying with her, i wanna help her, since she always asking me when i will come and visit her. oh yah no internet. gosh. its ok olso, i'll try to survive hopefully.
oh the house at bedok, ahaha, my bf stays afew blocks away, my friends and sis says im lucky but yeah, whatever, i guess so. hehe.

Bangla are fucking perverts. (some but MOST)
another thing i wanna share this story which happen yesterday.
here it goes, me and my bf, we sitting at the park, chatting, there's totally noone there except joggers, suddenly this bangla came and sat to a bench beside us, in between us there's a tree. so we ignore. but bf was telling me that bangla will peek on this situation, idk. cos got other benches why sat next to us? sibokkk uh, thats what i thought, in my mind i just dont believe bf, so we just sat and talk silently, i just thought the bangla was going to take a nap. but then i saw the shadow of the bangla, he was slow moving up and guess what, slowing his left eye pop out from tree, he was fucking peeking on us sial. i was fucking mad. he was standing behind the tree, bf ask wth he wants, cb the fucking black fucker smiile. and went to sit back at the bench, i was thinking omg bf said was true seh, then bf said he was still peeking at us, i told him wtf sia, if he wants to peek at us, gie tengok porn la bodoh sia black ass. nak peek on us dapat ape? masturbate belakang pokok? FUCKER.
bf really cant take it, he went to the bangla and ask again what he wants, the bangla says he wants to sleep, bedek seh, bf ask him to sleep somewhere us, but this bangla degil nak mampos, and so bf punch the fucker face, he was defending himself, the black ass still wants to fight, he wants to throw his slippers somemore, tapi tk buat, kental, HAHAHA and this one make me laugh, he go and take this bunch of leaves from the sides, wanted to throw at my bf, capak daun bole rase ape???? bodoh bodoh. if can i want to report police, whichever company he work, he can get sack and go back to hell in his country, stupid bangla, pervert. so we just left the place, we don't want to cause trouble, we just want him to sit somewhere else, but....... degil jugak kan. padan muke. kan muke sebelah da lebum.

so guys/girls, seriously, just beware. to girls especially.
i cant remove the image from my mind, when he was peeking behind the tree.
hais.

2009-10-16T20:23:00.005+08:00

hey sugars.
this is what i did for my creative project. before and after pictures above. did a rebonding/cut and color(additional).
its all a last minute thing, it always work out last minute for me, i dont know why, it just happens that way. hehe. so planned stuffs always get screw in the end. so my model for rebonding and cut is my twin sister, she looked differ after the transformation of the hair. lol. hmm next will be cut/color, not idea what to do yet, found a friend, doing it next week, i still need model for hairup. anyone?

2009-10-13T16:46:00.001+08:00

i hate the way you acted. so fucking like those typical matrep guys

2009-10-11T21:41:00.006+08:00

shoot.
i aint ready for school.
i aint ready for projects.
sucks balls.
niways yesterday had a wonderful time with hun.
we hang around town.
will upload pictures if im not lazy and once i got the pictures from hun.

well today, sat at home. nothing much to do besides cleaning and packing my school stuffs, wait i dont really have any school stuffs, but my scissors and clips. whatever.
my twin sis insist me on helping her with her manicure. -_-
she wanted the zebra pattern i had on earlier, and so i did it for her.
i guess im into nail paintings now. its fun.

2009-10-06T20:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday got a call from Marcus, he asked me whether im interested in working part-time with him in his new shop, i quickly said yes, aha, well you gotta jump to opportunity, it wasn't really opportunity for me but i was thinking much of A JOB i needed badly, like what others says, you gotta grab something when its already right in front of you. and you should be grateful to god, after i graduated i wanna work full-time, to support myself and family, so when i started my part-time job, i could work full time straight away, but geeez, i dont know whether this is the thing i wanna do for my whole life, sigh, i wanna explore doing other things too.

2009-10-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

MENDAK, old pictures/candid.
photographer: bby

2009-10-04T19:36:00.006+08:00

yesterday night hun came down to my area, we spend the night together, as we were bored, hun told me to bring down my nail polish remover cause he wants to remove my wear out nail polish and i thought i wanna change the color, my previous design which is a zebra effects is totally wear out, i liked it very much cos i do it myself, haha, learnt it from youtube but its kinda hard to do, so i bring my stuffs down and started working out with my nails, hun helped me, he helped me design poka dots on my right nails where i do my zedra stripes on my left nails, wasnt really nice thou, i liked my first attempt, hahaha, thanks hun for helping. i'll upload the pictures if i got time aite.

i slept 12 hours today, went home at arnd 6am, sleep at 6.30. woke up at 7pm. goshh, i thought i'll wake at 2 or 3pm, but i miss the whole day, haha. now confirm tonight i can't sleep.

2009-09-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

i am so happy that finally baby got discharged today from the hospital, thats the reason haven't been updating my blog for the past 3 days. bby got admitted to hospital on Sunday night, i was soo damn panicked when i see infront of my eyes that he's struggling so hard, i was soo scared, ambulance arrived, so im the only one accompany him, inside A&E, bby was already sitting in a wheelchair, plus he had difficulty breathing, panicked, i had to called the nurse, seriously, i don't even know who to approached as that night the staffs seems busy with patients and all. mommy was there too, thanks mommy for coming down, i was alone and scared, so yeah, skip everything, bby had to stay in, don't like the nurse, when its already 2am then the nurse says i couldn't accompany bby for the whole night, gah stupid, so i had to leave and took cab back home. bbby badly wanted me to stay in and accompany him but i cant, the next morning, woke up at 9am, and go down to see how's bby doing, his mom and lil bro was there too plus his friends came down to visit him, as usual i stayed with bby till night, same for the next day, bby was complaining he wanted to go home as he was really bored, i can feel it tooo, hospital is boring if you're being warded. 3rd day bby called and told he can go home today, glad i bathed and go straight there. :) i was glad i see him on sunday if not i dont know what happen and what to do with him w/o me by his sight, anyways his fine now, i hope bby can take good care of himself when im not around ( bby you know what i mean). i love you.

2009-09-26T18:02:00.005+08:00

okeh now im playing UNO with Ezhaq at MSN, lose and won afew times, played tic tac toe too, i suspected he's giving me many chances to win, step humble kononnyer, ahaha, at last we both didnt give any chances at each other, we want to win for ourselves, hahahaha, thats cause we were both bored, and tot wanna hang out today, but my situation is that if i go out today im dead la if daddy knows, cos im sick i should sit at home, alone plak tu, but nvrm ader teman baik ku to accompany me, and andy, long time no see and chat, hope your body dah okeh hor, kecian, rajin berkerja, oh ya bike dah dapat seh, lisence belom ader, wakaka, go enroll faster! lol. back to playing games!. hehe

2009-09-26T12:32:00.003+08:00

today was supposed to go raya with daddy and sisters, but due to my fever/sorethroat/headaches i can't tag along with them, went to the clinic yesterday, drag myself down to the nearest clinic, i was feeling damn restless. now im feeling much better now.

dissapointed with someone. hais

2009-09-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

hello gorgeous people. selamat hari raya, 1st day was as usual, i shall skip to second day okay love? mummy's side, which means everyone, which means alooot of people, we went over to bibik's linah's house, her husband, whose a french/arabic cooked for us this special dish, called KUTZ KUTZ.its something like nasi briyani, but instead of the rice, they use barley grains instead. then add soft chicken and good gravy on top. ohh bby, its awesommeee. after waiting for another family to arrived we dive in to the dish and after waiting for them we decided to proceed first and head off to the other house, it was alot funn, big sis missed it cos she was complaining that she's tired, kental . hehehe!!

so now im supper hungry, forgot to take the chicken, haiyaaa, so sedap. for your info, my new morrocan uncle is a chef in clarke quey( as they said) so, this dish is very very very nice.

2009-09-18T15:23:00.003+08:00

okey let me do a quick post. i've been busy lately.

wednesday: went over to hunny's place, cut hair and cut his friend's hair.
after that we went off to geylang with his friends and hunny's sister.
i helped his sister with some stuffs like baju raya, shoes and makeup.
thats about it.

thursday: i went to geylang again, this time with twin, mom, and mom's friend.
i went to get my kebaya, its black and white, same goes with twinnie. bought our bags too.
reached home going 11, was exhausted, at home did henna for twin, for fun. lol.

and today which is friday, im going over to hun's place to help him with his ketupat.
thats about it.

2009-09-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

today was supposed to go geylang with mummy and big sis, but i was too tired and sleepy cos i ton yesterday, i havent buy any baju kurungs yet, cos the word "geylang", make my feet even lazier to go there, i dont want to go there, do i have too? its too...packed!actually i dont even care if i have no new baju kurung for hari raya, but my mommy keep nagging to buy cos raya is just 1 week away, gah, i dont hve the green spirit to raya, i dont know why, ok actually i do know, i just dont feel it. sighh.. so now at home, so good to be alone here, now im gonna watch movie, bye.

2009-09-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

fukk. im damn fuk stress now, i just feel like quitting every single shit, yeah sounds like a loser? indeed, i'll just label myself a big sore loser, my colleagues ask help from me to find them models, what? hello i need model tooo, every single shit of effort i put in, doesn't bring any frigging effects. my head feels like its gonna burst, seeing the big fat cat laying outside my house, makes me wanna have a life like an animal. which i will not be in any responsible, no school, no need to bathe, eat? well who knows they are not starving, cos its fat. fucking lazy, always sleep. but aniways its effing cute. omg what am i talking about, i shouldnt be complaining, in fact i should get back on track and start doing my project now, but wtfuk, doesn't bring me anywhere. ok i should stop complaining, whats the point whining here aniways? as if anyone will drop by and help, sheesh, im feeling pissed off, my brain feels like 90 years old, it wont function. ok, bye i should shut my bloody mouth now.

2009-09-06T02:38:00.003+08:00

omigosh. im stuck at my frigging presentation, someone help meee.!
gahh.

aniways had a wonderful time with bby today. went to lido to catch final destination.
tomorrow going over to his mom's place to break fast plus i need to print my sch stuffs.
which i havent even finish.

my brain just wont function tonight. im worried for my presentation, plus i need models somemore.
haisssh. fukk. sch is tough. sometimes i wish to just go and work, but when im at work i wanna go to sch and rest my ass off and fool around, now .... whooaaaa ... is all i can say.

2009-09-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

Goshh blog is being such a big fat faggot!!!

i wanna upload a picture of my bestfriend here.
cos its her BIRTHDAY. i wanna wish ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYGERL. TO DIANA AHMAD.

i really miss you alot babygerl. even thou we hardly meet anymore to hang out and stuffs, i really miss the old times, i miss our laughter mixed together,I hope this year is a awesome year for you, as your olredy 18.
may ALLAH bless you and your family. take care. love ya.

2009-09-01T23:47:00.001+08:00

today was okey lah, no school. teacher's day, so i went out with twinnie ( i forced her to accompany me, hehe) , went to bugis, aper lagi, shopping lah, hehe, i bought myself jeans, bag, sandals, skirt and shirt, treat my twin bag and skirt too, next time i wanna treat mummy!!! after that jeng jeng jeng, treat someone else. hehe. wished to treat everyone only if im a millionaire la kan. ahaha, ahh sudah berangan pulak.

2009-08-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

whoa, im tired now, just came back from work plus a farewell dinner, it was really sweet of them to have this dinner cause its meant for me and alvin cos its our last day of our attachment, well not really last day cause tomorrow working so tomorrow la our last day, so we closed the shop early at 7.30pm and everyone headed to this Thai restaurant nearby our workplace. the food there was really nice, plus im so bloated, the food was alot. haha. whoever (the staffs) organize this dinner thingy is really thoughtful. (awwww..) gotta miss them alot even thou im still working there on sats on september only. and i remember i told my boss "i need to get my cert first bfor i can work full time" cos my boss told me to quit school and work there,(wth), haha, and then he says something like " haiyyaa, ite cert only, i can give you the essensual toni&guy cert, ( whoaa thats even better man), so think about it", im like err ok. ahaha.

ok gosh, i have to color back my hair, mr woo olready told me in advance that i have to redye my crazy colors. grr. but nvrm i wished to tone down, hope tomorrow i get to dye back. ok now i wanna watch movie online, and oh ya.. i wanna watch final destination soon!!

2009-08-24T12:06:00.000+08:00

Omigosh, i cant believe im left with 6 days of attachment! Like finally, yahoo! but after the attachment im coming back to work on Sats only, they asked me to come back and work, im ok with it since i've always wanted to school and work at the same time, i need to earn some extra cash for my expenses. :)

2009-08-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

I NEED MODEL FOR HAIR TREATMENT.
TREATMENT? : DEPENDING ON WHAT TYPES OF HAIR YOUR HAVING. 1) CONSULTATION AND SEE WHATS THE RIGHT TREATMENT FOR YOU.
TREATMENT COSTS $80 AND ABOVE BUT FOR TREATMENT MODELS NEED JUST PAY ONLY $20.

WHEN? : WEDNESDAY, 26 AUGUST 09
TIME? : 6:45 PM
HAIR LENGTH? : SHOULDER LENGTH AND BELOW.

please pass this message around yeah?? thank you.
interested reach me at 98810994, text will be better. thank you.

2009-08-18T00:02:00.002+08:00

today i went over to bby's crib, i cut his hair, his hair was all messed up, cos the last haircut was a botak, then when everything grows, it grows to round-layers. hahaa. lols. so messsy, i wasnt confident to cut dear's hair cos its beeen a fucking long time since i hold my scissors, and it wasnt sharp at all, i swear it wasnt. gahh, planning to buy a new scissors soon. so yeah i kept telling bf, that i dont want to cut, cos takot nanti petak or whut, but bf doesnt care, he said something like urmmm he puts confident me lah, hees. so yeahh i cut, it doesnt turn out bad at all, it was good, cheyy feeling2 proud seh. ehem okey bf love it too. thanks bby for giving me confident. i love youuu.

2009-08-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

wooo. i am damn tired. i've cutted my hair again -_-'' but i loved it! i dont care if i look like a boy from my right side view, and i loved my left side view, i loved it, classic. wooo. thanks to marcus, he looved to cut weird haircuts, so yeah let him enjoy cutting my hair. okey enough. wait now, not enough i loved it! lawls. gosh. shut up la sya. hahaha. and oh yeah my color now.. ahh .. fucked.. damn ugly. :(

2009-08-16T01:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY.

okeyy fie im so sorry, ur birthday was on 10 august i completely forgot, sorry hor. was really damn busy, anyways sorrrry again and again for wishing you this late. HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY yeah my friend. may Allah bless you always. i bet you had a great time on your special day. and oh yeah, cheyy dah legal eyy. * kening vibrate*

2009-08-10T20:07:00.003+08:00

happy birthday la kan singapore. haha. yesterday at work was damn slack, only 3 clients we attended to, cos... national day mah. haha. so yeahh, supposedly we close the shop at 8 as always on weekends but instead at 6.30pm we closed the shop. what i do? i mean what we all do? watch movie in the salon. hahaha,i watched hangover and saw, hangover was super funneh but saw.. got to watch incomplete. :( i got to take a nap too. anyways, me and my colleague even had the time to window shopping at orchard central mall, yeahh since i work there, i never really get the chance to explore that new mall, so yesterday i got to explore it, well not fully, there's alot of nice stalls up in the mall, since the salon i worked at is at basement-_-, i think you guys should try and shop there, alot of stuffs to check out. okey so i went back straight home, alot of people at mrt, grrr, macam2 bangsa ada. reached home about 7+ pm, bath and eat and siap2 go out to meet boyfie, meet him somewhere at tamp mall, him and his friends were there, hahs they are from marina, i just told boyfie i dont want to go there as im soooper lazy like fucked, confirm alot of people, i cant take it anyways. haha so yeah just told him to meet somewhere else, we chilled fer awhile, and after that we all went separated ways, me and boyfie headed to friend's crib over at pasir ris. chilled and watched tv and head to bed, i was soo tired, went back home at 11am. and sleep again. haha tomorrow work. sianz....

i dont know whats wrong with me at work, i was okey for the whole month till something happen, nasib tak kene marah sangat, please , i hope i wont do the same mistake at work. i gotta keep my pace up right!! focus focus focus sya!!!!

2009-08-03T01:06:00.001+08:00

oh yeah girls. i need yer help, i need model fer treatment, cost over $80 above but hell no im not gonna let you guys pay that amount, just 10 bucks, if you have any friends or you want let me know okey? long hair. thanks!

2009-08-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

oh man, im effing tired. finally tomorrow is my off day. woohooo. alaaaa, one day aja. okey its been a long long time since i've updated my blog, yeah im so busy and tired with attachment. alot of changes, oh yeah, me, uh huh, not my skills, its still sucky and sometimes im just lazy to upgrade my skills, lawls, my hair is short now, one of the stylist there, marcus, cut fer me, and yeah one of the stylist there too, pauline, colored my hair, its pink and dark purple, at the fringe aja. and im planing to cut again soon, cos marcus still wanna cut and change my hairstyle and i agree so i told him to cut bfor i leave, then he said " but ur coming back what after the attachment, working on sat" and i was like ermm okey , seee first la. ahahaha.

anways as usual bby fetch me from work today, shop supposely to close at 8pm on weekends but today like fucking slack, i even got the time to do abit of shopping with my colleage at the same mall, i bought earrings. lawls, then dont know how many times i go smoke break, i did some foiling, on sun is the best cos no boss, clients not many, less than 10, so not so tired, so anws back to top, we closed the shop at 7:45pm, bby havent reached yet, i waited fer him outside OC for the first time, cos usually bby would reached there half an hour or 1 hour earlier, hahaha. then got this lady she came sitting beside me cos while waiting for bby i was smoking, she suddenly ask me " finish working?", and i said "yeah", " oh thats early" , she's working at OC too, but i cant remember which shop she's in, so we talked about my course (hairstyling) she olso have taken hairstyling course bfor and that she's bcome lazy like me too, cos we both agreed blow drying was damn tired. she's waiting fer her result in sept ( her exams results), lazy to elaborate. i text bby ask where he is, he's otw and told me to just meet him at mrt platform. bla bla bla. hehe.
thanks sugar fer fetching me from work most of the time. appreciate ur presence. love you sugar muffins.

ps: OC is orchard central.

2009-07-25T18:46:00.001+08:00

i've been sitting at home for the past 3 days. eh wait noo, i've been going out with sis to buy some stuffs, okey whatever. i got to rest alot at home. im sooo happy at the same time wonder hows things at work and my dear friend without me, haha, i'll come back on monday. sitting at home is super boring. today is sat and im at home, its okey actually, i missed home alot lately, and missed messing around with my sisters since the day i started this attachment, and ohh i miss school olredy and i missssssss my friends aloooottt.!!!!! and i miss babby. oh dear i missed everthing! lol okey tomorrow go m'sia with sis and dad, and some cousins. okey bye.

2009-07-24T02:12:00.000+08:00

why are you always acted like this? everytime. whyyyyyyy???? :(

2009-07-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

hey guys, woo like finally. my comp broke down recently, its fully recover now. i've been reallyyy busy these days, and im super tired, i have alot of things to post here but cause the comp doesnt work before im just too lazy to post anything back now, im sick, yes, the fever season, im on mc fer 4 days now, am told by doc i can't go out, urrmm heh what the heck, imma going out. lol, finally a long rest.

2009-07-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

hey guys sorry for not posting anything, i've been busy working, and im damn tired, i'll relink you guys when im free. sorry

2009-07-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

today is my first day of attachment, what i did was shampoo client's hair, sweep the floor, serve magazine & serve drinks and help whoever needs helps. the whole day i stand up, my feet hurts, and i really feel uncomfortable around the environment, cos i feel i was getting cold soon, the aircon was damn cold, i was freezing, okeh well overall the staffs there are friendly. well i ask alvin bout the 3 projects, then he told me there's no 3 projects & i was like are you serious?? he told me there's only left 1 project which is creative design, i dont know, cos he wasnt sure either. but i think right, how can teacher gives us 3 projects to finish up? c'mon laaa, so i think whats left to do is presentation & one last project. i hope soo!!! goshhh 2 mths in attachment feels like 2 years, same routine for 2 mths, haishh, and then i need to find models for training night. ladies if you want tell me k !!! another day tomorrow. hais, i am soo tired. & oh yeah, the place im working in has no network coverage sia!!!! people text me i cant received, when i finished work and get out of the place, which is at night i end -_-, then i received all the text messages. -_-''

2009-07-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

just now i went to search for my black pants, mommy accompany me, i already got em, after that we wasted our time by getting ourself ais kacang, yummeh, mommy bought for me durian flavour, it was nice, mommy bought herself mango pudding, i tasted it and told her it tasted like sabun, hahaha, couse it tasted like frangance. lol then we met up mom's friend, and headed to Kentucky Fred Chicken, mom ordered too much food, & i kept telling how are we supposed to finish all up when there's only 3 of us but luckily we saw Mariam ( my elder sister) with her boyfriend, i told her dont buy too much food, as we are going to give 3 chickens to them, we dont want to waste it, kan rugi, dah la sedap. so yeahh i was damn full, after eating, we all went seperated, sis still eating with her boyfriend, me go home, mom went somewhere else with her friend.
so yeahh, today gotta sleep early, tomorrow start work.
i hope everything's will be okey.

2009-07-01T16:20:00.005+08:00

yesterday i was super duper tired, when i reached home, i straight away headed to my bedroom and landed on my bed, & i was fast asleep, i didn't even bother to change my clothes plus my make up was still on, " i woke up in my make up " heh. i dozed off at 2:30pm and woke up at 7pm, such a nice nap i had.

so today i olready took out my extensions.
" back to short"

2009-06-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

today i've got nothing to blog about. my throat hurts, like im going to fall sick, i hope i dont get sick or something. the whole day i've been doing chores, watched telly, and hanging on the comp. life is pathatic or soon it will get worse ( when i start attachment), i hope it doesnt, and hope everything will go smoothly. tomorrow need to make a come-back to school. for IA briefing at 9am, i misss my girlfriends a whole lot!! see you babes tomorrow. okeh im bored again.

2009-06-28T07:53:00.004+08:00

yeayy! watched tranformers 2 with hunny, loved the movie!
*thumbs up* superb. heheh.
taken before the movie starts. after the movie ends we ended to east coast.
taken at 6:00am while waiting fer bus to go home.
now im tired, and kinda sleepy.
i had a great time with you sugar muffins. ^_^

2009-06-26T16:26:00.003+08:00

"michael jackson has passed away" thanks mr lim fer teh info early in the morning, ahaha, received a call in the afternoon, ermm i got the job over at toni&guy, alvin got the job too i supposed^_^. starting on thurs, 2nd july 2009. omggggg.
okeh going out at 6 soon. heading to a pit. adious people.

2009-06-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

sooo the interview. oh ya it wasnt an interview that's what mr warren told us. it was briefing -_- anws i showed up 10 mins early & was pretty surprised to see Alvin Zhang in the salon, so it wasnt only me, it was me and him up fer the interview, ahaha. so we waited, actually we were supposed to be interviewing at 7pm but we were told that 7.40pm mr warren will be doing interviewing cos he's busy at the moment. alright, so we waited & at the mean time we filled up our forms. & then we were told to follow him somewhere to sit and talk, just a briefing on how things work over at the salon and what we are gonna learn, what time to come, teeshirt will be printed for us to wear on our working day, all those stuffs la, and he's damn casual, he offered us drinks, friendly indeed. plus the actual place wasnt at starhub centre, but at orchard central, they will be shifting there really2 soon. so next time must come over there. okeh i just dont want to go through this anymore, seriously.

2009-06-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

so i wusssss bored, and i browse some funneh videos on youtube.
ahahaa this one was funneehhh!!!

i always watched this one all the time, i mean they made many funny videos.

2009-06-22T14:46:00.004+08:00

received a text message early in the morning from Mr Lim, regarding my interview, he gave me the details, address and stuffs which is at novena, i was like uuhh okeh thanks. Then in the afternoon i received a phone call, didnt recognised the number much, and i tot it was hunny playing prank on me, cos he does that befor, and i was telling the other line stop playing, and oops! i realised it wasnt hunny, it was Mr Lim, cos the number is quite the same as hun's office number. i was OMG, MALU PE AKUU!!. hahahaha. i make a fool out of myself. damn it. okeh so yeah he called cos he told me to ignore the message that he gave me early this morning, and he will give me a new appointment for interview, so yeap, got the details. Am supposed to go down at toni&guy, omg, tempat mak oiiii. skrg je dah takot2 for interview. plus the interview at 7 pm on this thurs. seriously. 7 pm.. wth.. interview ape sak mlm. haha. oh well. wish me luck bebey!

2009-06-22T00:32:00.004+08:00

BOTAK!! heheehhehehehe.

isyirah and yat at the front.

this was on sat. ^_^
i am soooo effing tired. been going out for 4 days straight. & tomorrow, i mean today, i wanna sit at home.

2009-06-20T00:53:00.002+08:00

i pinched! muahaha. love doing that when someone disturb me.
its mine only weapon. hahaha. yes it does leaves bruises.
hahaha. okeh im just bored.

so urmm hey i hope you know how i feel, and i hope you promise me not to do that again,
i do find my reason is super lame, yes u always play with my nose, cos you said i was daydreaming,
but i wasn't i swear, and i hated when someone plays with my nose, its sensitive you know. i know yer attentions to do that, you don't want me to think too far ( stress stuffs in my head) and started day dreaming, you know you always make me smile and laugh w/o playing with my nose. grrr.
oke like i said i wont pinch you too, thats if you promise me not to do that again.

ps: love you.

2009-06-19T03:16:00.000+08:00

bby do you really trust me?
haiss.

2009-06-19T00:36:00.005+08:00

yesterday went to friends pit, it was fun, especially the food, met shah, fie, rais, fared and other 2 girls, forgot the name, hehehe, met them at 6, at tamp inter, and took bus 19 to changi, bla bla, lazy to elaborate more, so yeah, celebrate the june's babies b'days, happy b'day to y'all. ^_^ i get to see dee! omg i miss you gf! grrr. hahahaha. dah aku mls nak bercerita lagi. it was funnnn.

today i meet sugar muffins, hmmm his friends wanna go grandlink, so i tagged along too, bby and friends karaoke. hehe okeh. thanks bby for sending me home.

2009-06-15T18:20:00.001+08:00

i wanna cry!!

my tummy hurts!!

im such a baby.

i hate menses!!

2009-06-15T13:09:00.003+08:00

i am jealous, yes i am jealous, jealous at those who have a complete family whereas i dont, people fight with their family, its ok, its happens all the time, well at least evryones there, a complete family, mine fight of the same thing, whose going to be under who's custody, im sick & tired of hearing the same bullshit, i wanna live with mom, but some things i thought you cant really take care of me & the rest of my sisters, i mean you can, but you cant really take care of yourself, i wanna take care of you, daddy.. you wanna take all of us, mommy cant be alone thou she olredy have someone else, i want her daughters to be wit her too, plus mom wants that too. but you wont allow, you want all to be with you, we wont leave you daddy, still i know we are staying with you, i know whats the reasons, i understand, im not siding anyone, why must you guys fight?? dad why must u really hate mom, i know why, i know whhhhyyyyy, mom knows too, but it wasnt her fault partially, you didnt give much attention to us, there's why we are not really bond, im jealous of my fren, she's closed with her daddy, they talked easily/jokes around, i want that, im never close with daddy, my sisters never did too, i know dad ur trying yer best to fit us all, it works but it takes time. im confused, yes you guys are olredy divorced, there's nothing i can do, i accepted that, you guys are adults, but why are you being childish? why must hold hatred agaisnt one another? i still remember that you told us, that no matter what, even after you guys are divorced, you guys will be normal as usual to one another, not as enemy, thats obviously leaves me with a huge relieve but now???? whats the frigging point saying that?????

2009-06-13T17:32:00.006+08:00

saturday & i'm siting at home, dont feel like going anywhere today since yesterday i olredy went out plus tomorrow maybe i'll be meeting hun, so yeah, i've been taking alot of quizzes at facebook. so i took one of them about my birthday, oh yeah the result is 95% true about me.

FEBRUARY-Abtracts thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside

2009-06-13T03:16:00.003+08:00

bored.
on the phone with hunny now,
i've got nothing to post today except some ques hun ask me to ans in facebook,
so im just gonna paste it down here.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE : no, happily attached. ^_^
B - BIRTHDAY : 05 feb 1991
C - CRUSHING ON : hannafee.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : rose syrup
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : mummy & twin.
F - FAVORITE SONG : i have alot!
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : bears. ^_^
H - HOMETOWN : tampines
I - IN LOVE WITH : hanafee
J - JUGGLE : nah.
K - KILLED SOMEONE : errkk no.? thou sometimes i wish i can. lmao
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : -nil-
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : chocolate. yummehh.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 2.
O - ONE WISH : to not be seperated from my love ones.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : hanafee. ^_^
R - REASON TO SMILE : grumpy face is not nice to see. grumph grumph. lols
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : 30h!3- dont trust me.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 11+am, every frigging day -_-
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : light blue
V - VEGETABLE(S) : tomatoes..
W - WORST HABIT : looking fer split hairs on me hair like an idiot.. haha
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : once.
Y – YOYOS ARE : fun.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : aquarius

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels : asyh
What color do you wear most? : pink/nude colors
Least favorite color? : brown
What are you listening to? : kill paradise
Are you happy with your life right now? : ermmm base on personal stuffs, not really. :(
What is your favorite class in school? : sec 3t8
When do you start back at school/college? : never stop sch, so i've been schooling since kindergarden. hahahaha. so still schooling now at ite college east.
Are you outgoing? : yeah
Favorite pair of shoes? : mondo
Where do you wish you were right now? : to be in hun's arm. :(

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : nah.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No.
Can you whistle? : Yes.abit.
Write with both hands? : No.
Walk with your toes curled? : yeah.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : yes i really do.
Do you believe in miracles? : Yes.
Do you believe in magic? : No
Love at first sight? : hmm no.
Do you believe in Satan? : No.
Do you believe in Santa? : No.
Do you know how to swim? : yes.
Do you like roller coasters? : ermm not really.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : maybe who knows.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out? : guys? no. gfs? yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : Yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean? :yes
Have you ever painted your nails? :yes always. hehe

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : erkk idk.
What radio station do you listen to? : ria at 12 fer ghost stories & perfect 10. (sometimes)
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Arnold's
What was the last thing you bought? : a coke.
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : cartoons.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd? : a fren, syed.
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : my twin.
Who was the last person you said I love you to? : hanafee ^_^

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? : yeah.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : no.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : yes.
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury? : yes.
Do certain songs make you cry? : never.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? : Yes.
What can make you happy? : ermm whoever( love ones) is happy, im happy.
Do you wish you were happier? : yeah but its ok.
Can music make you happy? : yesssssssssss.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken? : 4
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : no

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color? : Black & copper at the fringe.
Current piercings? : just took out my bridge piercing this morning.
Have any tattoos? : nah.
Eye color? : black.

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color : any as long i could stare at them.
Short or long hair : any, as long neat.
Height : taller then me
Best clothing : as long appropriate & not shaggy.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail : No.
Mooned someone : er yah
Laughed so hard you cried : yes.
Cried in school : Yes.
Thrown up in a store : No.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : yeah
Gone skinny dipping : ???????

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King : Mac Donald's.
Single or Group Dates : Single.
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate.
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies : Meat.
TV or Movie : Movies.
Guitar or Drums? : Guitar.
Adidas or Nike : Adidas.
Chinese or Mexican :-nil-
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Corn Flakes.
Cake or Pie : Cake.
MTV or VH1 : mtv.

thats it. its 3+ am now.
im going bed soon.

2009-06-12T14:03:00.009+08:00

woots! im steel - free bby!

i just took out my brigde piercing this morning.

decided to look less fierce with the steel in between my nose bridge,

but bloody hell if people still say i look fierce, im gonna pierce your butt i tell you!

hahaha. jokes jokes peeps.

so i think i wont do any piercings anymore, i hope i wont change my mind this time. & stick to

this one. okeh & mostly people told me i looked way better w/o any piercings. hahahaha.

idk la ehy. some said scary , hahaha oke KENTAL ah lu.

hehe. so dont worry, i looked normal now, that's nothing silvery stuck on my face anymore now.

hehehe.

2009-06-11T14:21:00.005+08:00

okeh i cant really get this off my head, i've been thinking when is my lecturer going to update about my attachment, its not that im really eager to know or what, just that almost my gfs got an interview except me & sasya havent recieve any updates, im just worried, yes i feel i dont wanna attend any stupid interview or go fer attachment, i would rather go school. but sigh.

so yesterday met hunny bunny sugar muffins, oh noo, dah botak makin annoying. hahahaha, sorry hun, its the fact even you told me your officer said your getting sturborn. lol okeh i miss you olredy.

your the rainbow in my sky. hees

2009-06-08T18:14:00.004+08:00

i wanna say something to a friend of mine, who have facing problems in relationship, first i wanna say to my dear friend, im really sorry to hear about it, that ur not doing fine these days after what happen, you know you cant hide things from me cos if you have something, just tell me, i'll try my best to help or at least make you feel better. you know not all people succeed in love life, not all have a happy ending in love story, you're one of those who are still standing strong, we are still young, enjoy life first. maybe its not your time yet but im sure one day someone whom you'll meet, gonna take you off the ground. i think you're more than enough, ok not i think, i knew it cos you've shown me that you've got it, obviously the girl doesnt deserve someone like you, so c'mon, cheer up mate?

2009-06-08T15:24:00.006+08:00

lemme blog something for saturday & sunday. saturday work at woodlands, was freaking damn bored & tired as well, whatever evrything end i dont know, supposedly at 10pm but need to pack stuffs so at 12 plus i think we leave wldlands by car, went to other location as some things need to be kept & pack somewhere, so i dont know 1+ am we leave & go back tamp, went over to diana's house to return the stuffs, me & shah as usual angkat brg, the guys were tired too, my dad olready arrived cos he fetch me, i stayed the furtest from the rest in tamp so there's obviously no bus, sorry dad i know you're tired & thanks, so first send shah home followed by fie, wan & rashid, then its finnally my home sweet home bebey!! reached home almost 3am, bathe & to sleeeep.

sunday meet my love, went over to his friend's place first cos he wanna return his friend's helmet. so yeah chill over fer while & eat. haha. your friend is really funny. oh & the cat is so cute & pemls cos it's sleeping. okeh so after that we met his friends & chilled down at marina, its on sunday, so not many people, & i seldom slack there anymore, so its fine since its sunday.
had a great time with hun thou sometimes you're super irritating. lol

2009-06-04T21:13:00.002+08:00

hip hip horray!
exams are finally overrr! im so happy, well kinda.
so today's paper was on perming, i didnt study on anything at all cos i couldnt find my notes anywhere, i must have left it in the school's locker. well anyways, thats over. ^_^
now i've got another thing to worry about, INDUSTRIAL ATTACHMENT, omg, im pretty nervous that i might get scold or whatever during work. sigh. well attchment is on the 06 july 09, & the last day will be on the 29 aug 09 i think? just fer 2 months. plus after the attachment, we need to do invidual presentation & paper report. sigh. well now i just wanna enjoy my holidays first, & at the mean time have to wait fer updates by our lectures on which salon we will be working for. * pray hard*

yes i liked & love someone.

2009-05-29T16:48:00.002+08:00

i need to eat my meal i swear, from morning i've been eating ice cream to potato chips to kinder bueno, tell me those junk food will never make me feel full, im damn hungry but im lazy to shop to buy food.

2009-05-28T20:12:00.004+08:00

yey!!!
my practial exams is over!
im soo furking happy. oh my goodness.
heh! now all left to do is to absorb notes to my brain on this weekend cos next week having written papers.
yey yey yey!!!!!!
im pretty happy for now.

2009-05-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

hmm i wanna blog something actually, its something i thought was totally unfair or shall i say being use for fun? oh well, if a person calls you randomly, like okeh, twice a week & seldom text one another and ask you to meet & stuffs, would you say yes? for me i think its like your being use for fun. get what i mean? like the person wants to watch movie & hang out maybe just cos he's bored & his friends are busy. its a waste of time for me to say yes & hang out if someone do that to me. cos the person hardly texts you & call. im not saying im ignorant yeah. just that if the person is the one you like & he's like that? cant let him play arnd with you & use you right. soo forget about having the chance la. haha. so yeah. waste waste time. thats all i wanna say. :)

2009-05-23T10:57:00.003+08:00

sya wanna say i had a super nice time with you.
your willing to wait fer me shows how sincere you wanna be with me.
that really means alot to me.
dont worry you will not lose me for sure.

now i just got home, overnight at pasir ris yesterday,
had breakfast with *ehem*, then went home.
heh.

next week is my exams, two weeks exams.
first week practical.
second week is written paper.
weird thing is hairdressing pon ader written paper ke?
haha, thats what usually people will ask me.
yes we do.
i cant wait to finish my exams after that holidays. fuuuh!!
but but i got attachment on july for 2 months.
but before attachment must go sch fer 1 week to buckle up our skills.
haiyyaaa. im pretty nervous.
after attachment, got projects lagii. haii, tak habis projects.
asyik timbul jeee.

2009-05-19T14:41:00.002+08:00

its been damn long i hadnt been updating my blog, sorry guys, i was super duper busy with school's projects & everything in between, i've been feeling pressure lately. :(

guys i totally need your help yeah?

i need model for my haircutting module
details: it will be on 25th may monday
time: 10:00am
ladies only.
ask your friends olright?

if you want please let me know asap yeah.
add me at msn: rebelious_sya@hotmail.com

pretty please help me guys.
thanks.

2009-05-05T22:18:00.003+08:00

2009-05-04T16:41:00.002+08:00

whooa, havent been updating me blog. sorry guys/daily visitor to my bloggeh.
haha, lemme do a short update ya, on sat watch movie with sis & parker, we wanted to watch the new xmen movie but gah, takde so we watch "jangan tegur" instead, wooo, pretty scary.
ok done. see waste of your time visitng my blog cause im lazy to update. huahua!!!

2009-04-26T14:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was sooo rushing, heh, last min i had to find something for shah's birthday present, i went down to tamp mall with my twin to accompany me before i headed to bugis to meet diana & the b'day boy, i bought for my bestfriend a cap, hope you like it yeah? hehe, so yeah, reach bugis arnd 8+ pm, meet diana first & then we waited for shah to arrive since she's from work, after that we did a last min plan to shisha, i've been going shisha alot lately, so mcm penat la kan klau psl shisha nie, but overall okeh, headed back, took last train to tamp, diana ask me to overnight at her place & shisha again with the boys which they will be coming over later at midnight, so then i text my dad to inform him i wont be back till the next morning & he doesnt really approve, so i dont want argue with him so i told him i'll be back home then.

2009-04-25T11:28:00.002+08:00

i wanna wish this bestest person/friend ever "HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY", wooo legal already!
haha, may your always be bless & all your wishes will come to reality, have fun today my dear!

2009-04-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

first of all i wanna say thanks to siti & frens for being our models, i did perming on kim's & highlighting on siti's. thanks a lot guys. appreciate it!!

2009-04-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

im so tired, i hate tues, i hate hair cutting practical. today i learned about extensions, cool, now i know how to put one. my friends put a few strands on me hair. lols
& i had to cut someone's hair, i'm much better on the mannequin cos im not confident to work on real heads. but yeah ms ang ask me to cut this girl's hair so yeah, i cant say no, wanted to escape but too late olredy, i cut her fringe, cut it to a slant bang, plus cut convex on her hair, layered it, blah bla, omg my neck hurts, gahh, im done with 1 live model, 7 more to go, i wont succeed i know that for sure.

2009-04-20T16:27:00.003+08:00

sat was prettay awesome. went shisha with kiki & some frens, we wanted to go odiocrib but somehow they dont know the way to get there, i've been there once so i cant remember lah the directions. so yeahh we decided to chill at mosi cafe, bought drinks, bla, bla, talk & laugh & pictures.
( lazy to post pictures here, sorry guys)
pay bills then we went to proceed somewhere to shisha whiich is near to mosi cafe, just need to belok2, dah smpai.
so yeahh, andand, i like one of the waiters, alahai, soo cute!!! hehehehe.

2009-04-17T08:35:00.001+08:00

aku malas nak update!
k bye!

thanks VAMPIRE

2009-04-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

wana say thanks to Vampire fer editing my picture without me knowing.
it was like a surprise. lol.
it looks nice, your pretty good at it, thanks again :)

2009-04-12T21:11:00.004+08:00

sat was soo awesome. last minute plan i went on a date with my bestie Dee, hehe. we watch 2fast 2furious, greatttt movie! the cars was sooo fucking nice, makes me wanna drive, haha! we watch movie at downtown, after it's finished we smoke & then headed back to tamp. went to tamp one fer awhile, & we walked like penguins, we decided to get outta there asap, super crowded man, grrr. oh yeahh we wanna watch transformers too, whoever are welcome to watch, once the movie is release here is SG, lets all go out & watch movie! haha.

most of all i had a super great time with ya bestie.
p.s : miss shah too. meet soon :)

2009-04-02T18:39:00.006+08:00

Dear Allah, please bless us.
bless my family and bless my friends.
please make me a stronger girl in every situation that i'm facing every single day.
Amin.

2009-04-02T18:08:00.006+08:00

woohoo today is thursdayy oii!!!!!!!
and i have no idea why im so excited.
okey im just bored lahh, aiyoo. tsk3. most of the time im alone at home, omfg!!!
i love it siol! -_-'
aloonneee. ALOOONEEE. aloonneee. A.L.O.N.E.
alone~~lalala~!!
noone to nag at me, i can do whatever i want:-

- dance and sing in the living room like mad,
-stares at the mirror and i wish that im a little pink pony
-play with my sister's stuffs
anything to entertain me.

and my mouse is spoilt. sheesh, being gay i swear, bought a new one and its being totally lesbian with me, sucks big time. no choice stull have to use it.

butthole piece of shit.

2009-04-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

how the fuck are we supposed to give you a frigging respect when you yourself havent change abit?
helloo, how are we suppose to change when we dont see a role model infront of our bare eyes?
and oh ya you are supposed to be our role model in order for us to change and show you respect.
think what you've just said alright?

2009-04-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out to nearest mall with twinnie, bought some stuffs, went mcd to buy burger then twinnie said to me someone's calling me, then i saw it was shah sitting in the mcd, hahhaha, nice to see you budday. hehehe.
okeh after buy food me and twinnie took bus to somewhere else cos she wana buy some school stuiffs(pencils, pen, etc), semangat nak gie skola. wahh she took quite long just to decide what she wants to buy, and evrytime she ask me " is this okay?" and then i'll say " ya ya. just buy, just buy" and then she gimme that look and says to me " you just want us to get out of here real fast right? (the shop we are in)" and i gave a "duhhh" look. hahaha, i was tired. lol. and and i told her " semangat pe kau nak beli pencil, pen, ruler,etc." she says " mesti lah kene semangat nak gie skola". -_-' then me says " jadi mcm aku bawak je satu pen kat dalam bag dah cukop". and finally she said " yeah cnfirm pen/pencil yg aku beli nie cnfirm hilang" . hoho.
weather was super hoot, bought ciggies, and then smoke. and head home sweeet home.

pit

2009-03-27T23:22:00.005+08:00

i just came back an hour ago from a pit that my friends were having just now down at changi. i met up with fie at tamp interchange at 6pm, took bust 29 down to the place, i brought my sis's DS and fie play mama cooking 2 in the bus. lol. funny lahh. hahaha.
okeh once reached olredi the rest were getting started to barberque the chicken/crabs/hotdogs. then not long after the rest came, they played ball, etc.
i ate the food, ( fried rice, macaroni, chicken, etc) i wuz damn full. heh.
went home pretty early cos deee gotta be at home early, so me and dee and shah went off at 9+ and diana's mom send us back at tamp. aweome day . :)

mondayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-03-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

waaahh lazy sia to update. grrrr. sometimes regret making a blog. lol! mcm nk delete! but... nahh.. i wana keep it. so yeahh, i've been feeling sick lately, my body aches, my temperature is soo warm, and and ohh, dah holiday but not for me, *sob*, still got school for another week. *wails*. hahaha.

okeh soo today is monday eh?
okeh my monday blues. >_>
went school, bla bla, whoaaa, school almost desserted siols.
went for lessons then go fer lunch, i had kway teow goreng, fuuuyoooohhh, pakcik masak pedas sangat sehh.
and sasya said " nie pakcik tk tahu masak"
lols.
all of us ate the same dish. hehehe.
then then! me and kiki return back to the stall, and took kicap, no differ, still hottttt, so yeap
im hungry and finished the food lahh. no choice, *i hate spicy food*

then we have perming practical at 1, so we all went to e lab,
then we realised it wasnt like perming prac cos our perming teacher wuznt there, but our haircolouring wuz there ( mr lim) , *tsk3!*
then i said " eh siak, aku tak nak masok uh mr lim nyer class, aku tak nak gie uh"
then all my frens agreed, ape lagi, cabot lahh. hoho.

2009-03-19T21:25:00.001+08:00

i feeeel sick. gosh.
my head's spinning, my body is restless.
im hungry and still i cant finish up my food.
i've lost my appetite. my mind's messed up, im confused for some things.
i need a fag.

2009-03-18T19:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was pretty tiring but overall okeh, went over to a fren's chalet, my fren kept pestering me to go. takleh escape. i reached home like around 6 then my fren and his friends pick me up under my block. wooooooo, hot or what, cos one of them is a girl and rides a scramble. heh. so yeahh went to pasir sir by bike lahh, it was kinda cold. reached olredi sit and slack and make friends, pretty nice dudes, there was only 3 girls including me. -_-''. oke nvrm, one thing, my fren told me that he cooked fried kway teow with his fren, makk oiii. rase mcm bukan kway teow sia. and it doesnt even look like kway teow. taste also macam aiyooo, spicy, we played games and whoevr lose needs to eat it, tasted like shit sia. haha. okeh the barberque and stuffs, i tell you, hotdog hangus, aiyooo. tsk3, i think girls cook better. haha, okeh went off from there at 11, fren send me home, tired. tsk3.

sunday outing

2009-03-16T23:39:00.004+08:00

shisha

2009-03-15T08:43:00.002+08:00

wooots! went shisha with frens. i wana say big thank you to sunny for treating us even thou you planned this like last week and i still feel kinda uncomfortable, tot you will treat like the shisha only but you treat the food and drinks too. hehe so yeahh SUPERDUPER BIG THANK YOU, it was nice meeting you and shisha-ing. hahahaha.

highlighting

2009-03-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

okeh time to blog bout ysterday, went to sch with my classmates and my model, Dee, i did highligthing on her hair, its a test uh, so yeahh, i was so stupid that i go and pick the colors but didnt actually pick it like its supposed to be. gaah. my teacher ask me a few ques while im doing the highlighting, he told me that i answer them all correctly but he made me realise that what im doing was wrong actually. ahahaha. then i said " ohhh now i realise ( the wrong part i made)", stupid sia. but wth, my model liked the color in the end, so i said to her, "ur happy right with the color?, its supposed to be that way, as long the costumer liked it, then shldnt be a prob." hahaa correct whuut.

tsk3

2009-03-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

im lazy to blog. no idea. *yawns* went school today, attend some talk bout products, learning some knowledge bout it, not sure if its stuck in my head, i was just so eager to get out of the class cos the talk took 3 frigging hours, pantat square giler. tak penat pe org tu bboal. tsk3. and it was freaking cold. end at 3 then went dwnstairs to the school lab to prepare some things for my highlighting test tmr. geeee scare i will freak out during the practical test tmr. oh before that, i was told that the whole class need to do retest on frenchtwist, maot pe, dah carik live model beh nak kene retest, sia-sia je aku carik model. now how am i suppose to get one for the retest. haiyaaa. what a life in ite.

2009-03-07T18:15:00.005+08:00

friday i had to stay back, to finish some of the project, need to present it on mon, omfg, im nervous like &%^*#. i was helping doing the hairup which im supposed to present it, and help choose color for the hair, i choose green n blonde, heh. so yeah my group decided to bleach our mannequin's head, only a small portion of it, but they purposely mix alot of the product so the balance we can use it. hehe! and ya i bleach a small section on my fringe, hehe, went around the lab with a foil on my head. lol. teacher didnt ask anything so i just ignore. my grp members did the same thing too. hehe. i reach home like anrd 7+. super duper puper tuper luper tired and sleepy. i went to bed at 11 i guess. cant take it.

NOW. im doing my kepala taik. lol. its headsheet. i need to finish it as i said my presentation is on this mon, i need to do a speech and all the steps on the hairups and have to memorise it. chicken feet lah! ahahaha okeh maybe not eh?
im still half-way doing it, trying to collect as many words/descriptions as i can so that my presentaion is not too short. i have to rewrite evrything. ahh lazy sia.
i just want next week to be OVERRRRR, i can go mental hospital sooon siaa like this, so much things to do next week, presentation( mini hairshow), frenchtwist phrase test- model have (checked), highlighting phrase test-model dont have, (grr). so please please please i want next week to be overrr so i can focus on my exams. AS IF lah. so that i can enjoy!! hahahaha.

2009-03-04T22:54:00.006+08:00

today after school, i met shah in sch, while waited for her i go and eat. dee ask to meet up and chill with me, shah and diana. so we meet up under dee's block, only me and shah, si diana tu ntah takder. tsk3. i swear i miss these two arse(shah and dee). hahahaha. so yeahh, the 3 of us went to century sq to get something. done that, we go buy nasi ayam, bole tahan sedap and murah. haha.after thaaaat, we chill somewhere else, smoke some fags and talk and talk and laugh and laugh. then came along ct, they dicuss bout some dance competition thingy, i just listen only. hahaha, after that ct gotta go. me shah and dee took some pics. heh. we talk something else, kiter 3 je yg tahu, noone else knows, *kening naik2*, hahaha, shuussssh. smoke smoke then we decide to go home at 8.15. dee and shah is my bestest frens. know them since secondary school. they are my laughing gas. hehe.

so yeah i still miss you guys. :)

my slacking sunday

2009-03-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

i love to sit at home on sunday mainly because tomorrow is monday and thats when the first day of the first week starts, my monday blues. today is raining, nice weather to sleep/chill. i did much nothing at home, seriously, so it was boring thou. so at night went shop with twin sister, bought some snacks and chill downstair and smoke some fags. fresh air but im polluting it i guess. haha. again i hate mondays. okeh guess thats all. nothing to blog about.

yesterday

2009-02-26T23:27:00.005+08:00

me and sasya
me and nana
me and marissa

yesterday i went to some hair show thingy down at suntec with my class and teachers, went to school all dress up and formal looking, for e whole entire exhibits i wasn't concentrate e whole time cause i was strongly focused on my feet, omg it hurts, but i was telling myself to calm down and bear the pain cos one day somehow i'll have to wear em e entire time w/o complaining, in fact i think i kinda look good on it cause mainly i looked tall. lol. my pretty friends were looking sooo gorgeous.but they were whining bout the pain just like me. hahahas. so the whole exhibit thingy was boring cos you cant sit i mean no place to sit, everyone was like standing, and i envy the hairstyles and funky colors they did on their models, it was soo effing hott i tell you. my teacher told us if we're tired we can leave, so we just leave w/o hesitate any further, went to ljs to get our lunch, we slack and whining, my fren cannot tahan and went bear-footed. lol. pity her. we went off at arnd 7.30 i met my friends under my block cos some of them wanted to get their hair cut, slack again and i went up at around 12+, washed up, check mails and stuffs and off to bed.

forgive me

2009-02-26T01:49:00.004+08:00

i just wana say im really sorry, i love you both so much. and it hurts to see you guys fighting, its my fault, im really sorrrry. :(
crying didnt help thou, but people by me side helps alot too.
but seeing you guys like this hurts me so badly especially when both parties with the same flesh and blood.

things is soo hard for me, its too much. _ _ _ and _ _ _, it hurt so bad so please stop, i dont want anything to get worse when everything is already worse.